I never believed the rumors about you wrecking relationships. It’s ridiculous how right they are, though. Goddamn, I never anticipated witnessing this small bit of it either. I love my girlfriend. &Honestly, I respect her perspective on what just happened. The affect of posting unnecessary shit is just a slap in the face when you come to a realization. So, I’m leaving you Tumblr for bigger &better things. I don’t want to affiliate myself with your evil anymore. Goodbye.
Sincerely,
Melanie Muhfuhkin’ Narciso
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, forreal tho. *deuces.
Songs like this just wanna me get it ooooon ;D AHAHA, damn.
On the bright side, I got all my shit for it today :D It looks so good in my head, it always does. But, when the final product is finished.. disappointment -_____- I hope this turns out the way I want it to this time.
falalalalalalalala! :D AHA, it’s fuckin’ christmas. i’m so excited, i don’t even know what to expect, family wise. my family oriented ways slowly changed after getting outta’ that house. honestly, i don’t even know where i stand in my own family anymore. i’m pretty sure everyone thinks i’m a disrespectful little muhfuhka. i don’t even know how to defend myself in that type of situation, what can i say that’ll make them realize my side, yunoe? goddamn, my family’s too much. i honestly don’t get that welcoming feeling whenever i encounter one of them, pretty sad. i love my family, i miss them so much, i just don’t know how to fix it. i hope things pull together for the holidays.
&where do i even begin with you, hm. uh, i’m glad we’re about to end the year US two, what a crazy ass year we’ve had. beginning to end. i’m sorry for everything i put you through, all the shit i’ve caused you, everything. thank you for sticking by me, baby, yoooou daaa best. OH! &most importantly, what do i get you for christmas? :|
ps. i need to get started with that friendaversary shit -____- at least, i got a plan though right?
I’m extremely content &beyond happy as of where we stand in our relationship. It only gets better &better, every day.
from that chick that walked in &told me my life through my eyes. Goddamn, that was honestly on some different typa ish. “You don’t love yourself or you love yourself but less than you did before” ..right when she said that, I was so speechless. She’s right, I’m a little less outgoing, a little more toned down, little more chill than I was before. I don’t know what it is, but honestly this is who I am now. I just haven’t learned to except that yet. But, life goes on &I’m pretty content right now. As long as I’m affiliating myself with the right people, life will always be GOOD muuuhfuhkaaaas!
*&Learn to take care of yourself first, before you take care of anyone else.
This is the most space we’ve ever had from each other. &I miss her so much, I feel like I haven’t seen that girl in forever. Saw her for a quick minute today though, she looked mind blowingly gorgeous ;D in those jeans, AHA. I honestly just want the winter to come fast, all I wanna do is cuddle in bed with her all day watching movies we’re not even going to pay attention to. Mineminemineminemine <3
Tarrus Riley - Superman. I first heard this song from Robin Thicke & I fell in love. I have to say tho, this rendition is straight cake. Straight chill.